((((((((((((((((Tinna))))))))))))))))))))

you are so not alone sweetheart .... you have been through hell and back ... yes it IS ok to still miss having loving, caring, protecting parents .... i miss having them .... mine are useless, unkind, never protected me ... i could go on .... I miss having a proper mum in my life SO much and I'm 43 ..... !!!!

you are also entitled to feel angry because underneath anger is hurt. We all ask the same questions 'why me' the only positive thing to come out of abuse is the fact that most abuse survivors
grow into caring, compassionate and understanding individuals with the ability to sense and know danger and the signs to protect their own children .....

We all heal at our own pace. Don't be rushed or pushed. Journal, write down your feelings if it helps, i know it does a lot of people. You are not alone, not here, holding your hand ..... i hear you hon .... hugs and lots of love, Jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxoxo