I am trying my best to get through this very difficult time in my life and you all have been so very helpful. My therapist recommended a support group and I am going there tonight for the first time. I am a little nervous about it, but I know its an importnat part of me getting better.

My biggest problem now is that even with everything that has happened I still am having a hard time, very hard time, missing my ex girl friend. I still have her picture on my desk, and over my TV at home... I think about her all the time. Not sure if that is really healthy but I can't help it. And, I can't even admit to my kids that this relationship is over. I am so fearful of what they are going to think of me after two divorces and now this relationship over.... sigh...