Is it bipolar? Is it my brain lesion? Is it ADHD? Is it stress? Why can't I get my act together? It seems like such a simple concept, really. Just keep up with the everday: remembering to take a shower(sometimes not so good on that one) doing dishes less than once a week (I don't have a dishwasher), keeping the house tidy (I'm only one person, how do I manage to make such a mess?)

my home should be my "safety zone" no worries be happy now it's the ultimate stress zone. mess makes stress. landlord makes stress.

I use breathing to help me relax, except now it doesn't work.

My divorce which was supposed to be done months ago and he got extended over and over again may actually be final in 3 weeks. The divorce was his idea, why is he doing this? Follow the money. He pays less until the divorce. Didn't he know that already?