oh help ...... I'm feeling really wierd .... up one minute down the next ..... literally. I feel ecstatic one minute then this cloud falls over me and I'm fighting bad thoughts ......

i feel like an ECG machine ...... i wish it would even out .... then it would be flat lining though right?????? maybe that'd be a good thing ......

no I didn't mean that .....

bette r go pop a pill sorry if this is in the wrong place .... like me ......

j