Been over two months since my nephew died, he was a son to me.

I hope it's okay to post this because I posted about him before in here but I just miss him so much. I know I always will.
When I'm not thinking I include him when I talk about family, when people ask me how my family is, I start with me, then I say Kate, then I say how the twins are doing.
Then I'll start to say Vlad is... and realize I'm talking about him.
Once I'm doing better I want to go up north and release his ashes under the northern lights.
I just miss him so much. Sorry to post here again, it can be deleted if it's not allowed.
RIP.