Not sure how many people are like this but seeing all my scars really wants to make me cut over them again or slice them open. The bullet scar on my chest just screams "open me!".

I was in an okay mood this morning and now crashing down and burning. Good thing I'm being watched otherwise I'd cut these marks right open I don't really need to because the pain from them is big enough.

I may go to hospital instead of staying in bed at home, still debating.