I feel like a bad board member. I haven't been around in forever, but I've felt like a human.

My bi polar is getting worse. I've been on Lamictal for about a year and everything has been great. Then about three weeks ago I noticed something was up. I was sleeping all the time, just not feeling right.

I think I had a psychotic break this morning and I'm in full blown mania, but god I can't tell. I really feel like I'm losing it. My hands are shaking and won't stop. My head won't stop. I feel like I'm in this daze. I'm trying to work non stop today to keep things straight.

what is going on......