Here here!
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I agree. Addictions freaking suck. What did we ever do to wind up with one? It's not like we chose to become addicted to whatever!! Totally not freaking fair. We're good people with enough problems already ... an addiction (or two, three etc) is too much to deal with!
I do want to go back to drinking myself. Hell, it's not like I can't control it this time - and then I realize it's only been my 4th meeting last night, and I can't mess up something else in my life. Too much of that already.
Oh, it's not rational. It's emotional, and it's always that tricky part of the situation that messes with people.
Vent away some more if you need to. We'll all listen. And hey, I still think you're pretty cool and my role model of sorts. It's nice to know people understand here.
HUGE

See ya tonight, ok?