Soli - I LOVE this! =)
Yes Bene has been good for me.... I may have to petition t to keep for ever. Course, I see T tomorrow and then she's gone again.

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So, I think that all hell has already broken loose. You are a formidable Captain, Kiya. Your mother and you don't have to both sink, nor does one have to sink while the other lives. There is a life raft for both of you Yours may end up in a different place, but that seems like a chance for you to move on and heal! I'm so proud of you, you have so much courage and conviction!

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Yes - I think you're right. I am working at staying calm, keeping up on my meds, staying positive and hopeful - and avoiding mom as much as i humanely can.

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YOU DID NOT BETRAY YOUR MOTHER! - This comes from your Soliness and, as you know, means it's the truth! (LOL) So, spend no more time on this worry
You can remain the kind and caring person you are toward your mother while you still watch out for yourself. You can't help anyone if your main focus isn't on you. YOU DESERVE THIS!

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yes Your Soliness, thank you your benevolent Soliness!!! I solomely swear to no longer spend time on this worry.... lord knows I will have enough to worry about soon enough.

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Here are your awards that I bestow upon you:








This will be you soon:



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I am going to print this! This whole thread. It will be my daily affermations and mantras all wrapped up in one.
Ahoy mateys!




Captain Kiya Sparrow, Titanic