So a couple of weeks ago, I saw a doctor about some pain that I was having and he suggested that I have my gall bladder removed. My mom said that we should get a second opinion from another doctor that I have seen before about my stomach pain. So we went to see him today and I found him to be extremely dismissive. I carefully explained the pain to him and he himself admitted that it was symptomatic of gall bladder disease. But then he goes on to say that he cannot see anything wrong on the ultrasound and that I should just have a low fat diet and take pain meds and that's all. The other doctor, when looking at my ultrasound said that he saw gallbladder sludge.

So at this point in time I really dont know what to say. Its not to say that I want to have surgery, but I feel that its needed. Ive been having this pain for a month now and its not getting much better. I have severely resticted my diet and people messing with my diet is such a big control thing for me that it completely sets me off balance and brings on all sorts of unwanted stuff. My T suggested once that maybe I want the surgery as a way of harming myself. That maybe I want people to harm me which is why I am so adamant about having the surgery.

My mom is now not talking to me because we had this big fight after about me wanting to have the surgery, and she says that I dont think of her and I dont think of the money it would cost and everything. I told her that people trying to control what I eat is like people trying to control me and I dont like that and the way things are going its just gonna make me start throwing up again. I probably should not have said that but I was upset and always say things in anger that I dont mean. But now the house is all tense and everything. I just dont know what to do, I want the best for me but I dont know what the best is.

Can anyone help me.....please?!