i'm me again, holy that was a few really hard days. Didn't do well this time at all but i got through it, thanks to yours and my hubbies help. hmmm, what to do?
I feel so good i could party, i just gotta scream

awe i feel so much better, All hyped up, laughing again, can feel my body, i even breath different, Eating!!!Ahhhhh
The one good thing about being like this is i know i went through heck but is like it happened forever ago.
only bad thing is, what about next time???? no no no never again!!!!!!!!!!heehee