I used to all the time. I wanted to die, and thought about suicide, but felt guilty about doing that (was close to attempting a few times, but never actually did try it), so I fantasized about getting cancer, and refusing treatment, and about people coming to visit me as I was dying, and finally being taken care of.
Not so much anymore though.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg
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