I just want to say, thanks for listening everyone.

It is usually very difficult for me to talk about my family or criticize them, when they rightfully should be criticized sometimes. Whenever I do, people just tell me I'm the selfish one and ungrateful. But, when you have to worry about them acting snarky to each other in public, or not even communicating, there is something wrong.
I wouldn't say I'm the peacemaker in the house. I just let people know if I think they are being rude or immature. I mean, I know I can be guilty of those behaviors sometimes too, but I'm trying to work on it.
And yes, I definitely am a people pleaser. If you remember the show Fraggle Rock, I am exactly like the character Wembley. I hate hurting other people's feelings and just end up agreeing to not get people mad at me. This often occurs because I am very indecisive all the time. And yes, it does get exhausting because I end up thinking way too much about everything, and then I feel like my brain wants to explode.