Thanks to all that responded to my question. I did end up going into the hospital on Thursday afternoon and arrived back home Monday afternoon. What a waste of everyone's time. i was sick both Saturday and really sick on Sunday. I ended up sleeping in the "Quiet room" because I was suicidal and wanted to hurt myself so bad. I woke up Monday morning and said I am going home and the doc. asked if I was ready and I said yup and I went home. So now am home, i feel ok i guess. I am going back to work on Monday but am really nervous. I saw my therapist today and things are okay for now. Will see her again next week. Also see my Pdoc on monday so maybe somethings can be worked out there as well. They made no changes to my meds at the hospital except to take all at night. That's a lot of pills at night, but they go down and I sleep but don't sleep if you know what I mean?
Thanks for listeneing.