I've had such a bad year, an 11year marriage ended, I had 2 miscarriages, day after I moved out, my friend, leaves her husband & 3 kids & moves into my house w/ my husband. Then my only child died unexpectly this March. Its been one thing after another. I learned quickly who were my true friends, and they are all married. Its hard trying to put on some kind of happy face and try to get out there and start again. I am so afraid of being alone, I thought that what I had with my ex was finally the happiness i wanted so badly, and according to him we were going to grow old together, well that changed, he moved on without a blink of an eye. I feel like i'm never going to meet anyone, its my destiny to be alone, even my child was taken from me & i have no family living. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am feeling more & more hopeless every day, why does it feel like i'm never going to meet anybody. To maybe meet somebody & have some one to hang out with, talk to, just to get me going in some positive direction would be so helpful right now, i'm grasping at hope that doesn't seem to be there. I just don't understand it, I can say i am pretty much a good person, i treat people as i want to be treated, and any hope i have seems to be getting less & less every day. Its so hard with all of these things to deal with and feeling like there must be something wrong with me.