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Whenever something new comes out with T - whether is is another "self", or me telling him something that happened in my past, or whatever - I feel SO SO uncomfortable for a while that someone "knows". Ugh. BUT, once a little time has gone by, and I can get used to him knowing, and I can see that he still accepts me, I kind of assimilate that new information into my experience ("T knows, but it's still okay") and I feel better and can move on.

For me, I usually have to call T to touch base just to see if he still accepts me. He'll leave me phone messages that I can listen to until my next appointment so when I start to freak out about who/what he now knows, I can listen to the message and know that everything will still be okay.

Can you call T if you need to??

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