my urges are getting worse.....ive been seeing the therapist but the cutting is not going away. and in a way why should i have to get rid of the only way i know how to deal- all i want to do is cut today. nothing helps not sure why i am even posting this, don't bother to respond im just stupid and it really doesnt matter anymore- ive been like this for years and years too many to count- in a way cutting is like my so called friend in a way cuz it takes the pain away when im in such emotional pain or brings pain on when i need to feel something. i know im just a piece of **** but no one really cares if i cut or not so why not?