Thank you ((((((((((((((NWTR)))))))))))))))) Its an endless pit of emptiness to have lost a child. And so hard to understand ( if one can) why this happened.. how it could happen. When so many children out there have to go thru the abuse they do and not be around the loving parents they deserve to have. The kind we know we could be to them. Just boggles my mind and heart. I hope someday, those of us who have gone thru this kind of loss, will have peace in our hearts to fill the holes we have now.