T wants me to call and leave messages whenever I need to. I've started doing it, especially when I'm overwhelmed. At first, it did feel really weird, not knowing his reaction, what he thought, etc. He's brought up a couple of the messages in session ("sounds like you mom was really in your space this week" or whatever).

The more I leave them, the easier it is. I get whatever it is off of my chest, and I know that there is a caring ear on the other end. I guess I'm starting to trust that T actually cares - or at least that he won't judge me for whatever I'm feeling.

I'm glad you called, SpottedOwl