it is the only thing she knows how to do..she hurts so bad and saw so much and still sees all of that. i cant get to her cuz she so far inside ..maybe one day.
We had a argument with some family that night and she was triggered i guess.
seems we just cant be around anyone outside.
the angry protector of us came out that night during the argument and took over ..must have scared her.
then the angry protector went back inside but stands watch over us.

cant stop any of this i dont even know them but recognize them afterward by the situations that come up .. i have alot of questions to them but certain i will never know what happened to them.