((((((((((((((((( Sweety Bethy )))))))))))))))
No no no no...you are NOT a failure....you did not fail anyone.
Sometimes the answers as to why things didn't happen that we wanted to happen are just not easy to see. I believe there is a reason, but sometimes we are unable to either accept the way it is or we cannot look at the path our lives have taken to see that it's exactly as it should be. That said, it does not at all mean that we have failed at anything......we are all "works in progress". As long as we are breathing, trying, learning, applying we are successful. I truly believe that your talents and what you are on this earth for will be realized by you when the time is right. Things will click in your mind and heart and you will find peace and the knowledge.

sabby