I have told myself I will not live or have a serious relationship with another man, but as far as my marriage....now there is most definitely no hope. Even if we worked out our issues, I have broken all the trust and he'll do nothing but resent me for having an affair....which I do not blame him for.

What I mainly plan on doing is getting on my own feet and being officially on my own for the first time in my entire life. It is time.