I use cocaine recreationally. I dont do it often, but whenever I get with some of my girlfreinds. We get a bottle of wine, and a little coke, and we stay up all night talking.

I know its not a good thing, but I dont use it often/ it doesnt affect anything that i have to do. I go to work, I cook, clean, do all the things that i need to do.

My s/o has a problem with it though. Even though he used to do it, now he hates that I do it, and he doesnt want me to,.

I have been still doing it even though he thinks that I have stopped. Actually, he knows that i still do it occassionally, he isnt dumb.

He hasnt said anything, he has just made little jokes like he will say there is something in my nose, and try to wipe it off, and there is nothing there. He just wants to bust my balls.

I know it sounds bad.