errrrrrrrrrrr I hate not being able to clean my house!!!!!!!! can't even get the dishwasher unloaded! I feel like now I need handrails all over my house! errrrrrrr I feel so dang useless anymore. I am going to have to break down I guess and maybe face surgery if that is even an option. I am so afraid of the surgery though. everyone I know that has had back surgery came out worse than before.