{{{{{{{{{Somebody}}}}}}}} ty for responding. The idea of group therapy does indeed make me uncomfortable - where I would actually have to almost force myself to walk in the door.

I have just begun the Effexor today (2 pills so far, one tonight), and I feel like I am speeding. I can feel my heart racing and I am hyper. Hopefully it will subside with time.

Alex was a little better this morning, but I am so worried. He has never cried like that before and for so long. I really hurt him and the worst part is I can't fix it unless I don't take this job - and that isn't an option.

Take care of you as well, ok?

Mary Alice