</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
It's like it's easier to just pretend he doesn't even exist if he's not going to be there

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">

Earthmama,

YES! I do pretend he doesn't exist because it's easier than dealing with the impending separation.

I told him tonite that my intellectual self couldn't sync up with my body and although I know he will come back my body -- my whole self doesn't know it.