I'm starting to feel that drowning feeling again. It has been coming on for a few days now. sleeping, crying and not being able to concentrate on anything. i hate this feeling, i just start going down and down in that whirlpool of water and finally that bad place is here. I have a very dear friend that is so comforting but I think my depression is so much stronger than any kind words. i just want and need hugs. i am so alone here. i hate this feeling of loneliness, i haven't seen my therapists this month yet and won't till the 25th. that is so far away. i don't want to feel this way, what can i do that i haven't done in years, nothing. PC is the only place to turn to. help me cope! .........pj56.........