vett... sounds like you need a (((hug))) or two.

You know... it seems like when it rains it pours in our lives. The past two years I've gone through a lot too. Fire in my house, busted water pump (on well), separation, divorce, kids going to college, move, financial diaster, possible forelosure now. It sucks royally and when things happen like that beyond our control, life just isn't any fun.

Take stock of yourself. Now that you inventoried everything that happened to you over these years... inventory what you like about yourself, stuff you have to work with NOW. I'll bet there's a lot.