I have been on edge for awhile now. I cut my dose of Geodon in half (without doctor's okay) because the tremors were getting bad.

Today my h and I went and bought a new router for our computers because they were not running at the speed they were supposed to (we have 3 going thru one router). Anyway, we went to Best Buy, and they wanted $50 to have the Geek Squad come out and hook it up. We said no.

We got home and hooked everything up according to the directions and we couldn't connect to the internet. We called the 800 customer support line and with the first rep we couldn't understand him. So we got a supervisor, who wasn't much better. It was like talking to a brick wall, he just couldn't help us. I got so frustrated and so intensely angry that it scared me. Then the rep started telling me to calm down - that made it worse.

I used to lose my temper like that before I started on meds. I scared myself back then, and tonight was just like that. Normally it's my h who loses his cool and I can talk calmly. But not lately.

Is this because of the med decrease? I am still so upset and angry that it worries me. What can I do to calm down?

Thanks.

Mary Alice