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THAT IS IT!!!!!!!!! I was trying to explain to him tonite that I am afraid that during his vacation I will hit a certain point where I will have to re-invent myself once again

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yes re-inventing ourselfs...why did we do that? ....is that a trauma within itself? having to try and form a false self before we've even been able to form a real self?...is that the feeling off sickness inside?...is it the sudden switching from being someone who is in therapy to being someone without therapy again?....I think what I am finding now that the person I am in therapy and the person I am outside of therapy are becoming one_and_the_same.....perhaps thats why I don't feel as shocked as I normally do when T is away?...because I have a sense of the person I am when I'm with her..its the loss of that feeling that hurts the most?...sorry your reply just got me thinking...