I don't know what to do. I go back anf forth between wanting to help him get help, and realizing I never signed up for this in the first place. Never wanted to live with or be a mother to anyone, and there is that I don't really even know the real person inside. I do beleive he would do anything to keep me, but is that because he needs someone to take care of him, or he really does have feelings.

I feel I cant talk to my friends about this, wish I could talk to a therapist, but can't afford one. My business has been way down, partly because of this distraction.

I want to explain this to him, but if he doesn't really have ability to empathize, that will onle be worse.

I wish I could talk to a therapist. I never have in my life, but could use it now.