I officially asked for accomodations last week after I had two complaints against me from volunteers, and the state let it be know that I had 8 mistakes on paperwork within a 1 month period.
I have been having difficulty with memory, or basically getting information through to my mind. Example, asking the same question twice, forgetting what was just said. Paperwork, I will send out a packet of 36 pages and forget one page or one item. I will not notice that where a colleague started a page she didn't finish so I will send it out incorrectly. Volunteers, forgot to call them. Total and complete forgetting. In truth, I can't know how much is due to the depression and ptsd but I can say life is always nuts here with my mind torn in a million directions. As today. I am going to take a friend to the attorney for final planning and then i am going to go to therapy and then take my daughter to have her nose unpacked and her splint removed. Guess I had better call in huh? I have been at this job for 16 years. I hate feeling vulnerable. I hate the feeling that any time more crap will land. I used to feel very good about my job, what happened to that? So, I have a site I can find that helps people figure out what kind of accomodations for depression, PTSD, memory loss, anyone got ideas? I would appreciate. My job is crazy, it's having to remember a lot of information and think through stradegies to best serve those in need. My mind used to be good at it. And now look.
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