LMo... I'd love to tell him to suck a lot of things. An egg would probably be the most harmless of all LOL.

I'm such a ***** with him! I know... it was him trying to communicate something to me again.

you're right though. Obssessing about it isn't going to get me to move further ahead anytime soon. I am tired of this rollercoaster ride though. Wish my life would become more serene and fun again and soon!