triggering rant

you know what can i say....i'm sorry you have a wife that doesn't know what the f is going on.......cant clean the house the way it should be........cant work and not able to walk out of the house without having a complete melt down....what can i say but i'm sorry........feel like any bit of a life i could of possibly had was taken from me....i have nothing.......i'm sorry that you have to "deal" with all my issues.......what am i supppose to do??........just a complete waste of space........dont think i will ever even be half way normal......just lock me in my room and throw away the key.......this is not a life this is a sentance!