hi, my name is candika and it has been 5 days since i purged.
Sunday night i got violently ill and i was so scared that maybe i had damaged my stomach inside from all the throwing up i have been doing for the past few months. i decided this has to stop.
Yesterday i told T i have been making a real effort to eat.. and have been "clean" since sunday night. We talked some about the addictive nature of this... and the battle i face. He thinks the way to go is to go after the deeper causes rather than spend time talking about the day to day each session. We will do some of both. i hope he is right and i hope he can help me stop this.
namaste
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