Hi purple butterfly~
When life gets v. difficult for me I live by the concept that has helped millions. Please go under "Depresssion Forum", to "Top Depression Resources" click on this, scroll down to "Just for Today" print this out some ppl have added ideas.
I live & do this list & it lifts me as gets me through the tough times. I hope & pray it will for you also.

Take good care of yourself,
Holmes