Well you guys know from my last post what i told you what happen. Well i could not take it anymore or i am so confused. we had anothing angrment this morning and he said it was over and so did i. i am so sick of being treated like a dog, maid and his mother. i do everything and he don't help me out that much not like i would like him too. my son and him don't get alone. my son is so mean to his sister and manny. i am so stressout and confused and i know some of this is my fault too. and i know hiting someone is not right at all. and i am so sick of hearing his sister and her husband saying they are hard up for money. ya right. is she hard up for money if she gets her hair done everyweekend and buy new clothes. his her husband hard up for money when he goes out and buys a $2000. dollor part of his truck. no. he has two jobs and she has a good job. ok fine they have big bills but who told them to go out and get a big house, car and a truck. you should see them hard up ya right. they don't know the meaning of hard up. and i am so sick of manny standing up for them and coming down on me.

i am so sick of this and so confused i just don't know what to do. i know he will take my daughter and that hurts. he wants to send my son away to bootcamp and i want to give my son to his real father because i feel he is happy there or just to get him and manny away from eachother. nothing is right here..