I am so very glad I found these forums because I am now able to ask questions like this that I have always been too embarrased to ever bring up in the past. Every day I wake up with a completely different amount of confidence, energy/motivation, and attentiveness/alertness. I find that some days I am very social and will make conversation with anybody about anything. Then, some days I might feel nervous or awkward around people, even people that I know well, including my immediate family!!! I don't like this at all and wish I knew how to stop it. On my good days I am very motivated and am able to get a lot done and pay good attention in my classes. On my worse days I find myself zoning out alot and even avoiding confrontation with other people. If it was only every once in a while it wouldn't be something that bothered me. But, my mood is different every day and there is no reason I can figure why. I get enough sleep every night and have even tried eating healthier. I'm in shape, still young (20), and dont take drugs or drink very much at all. I don't know if this is a problem or if some people are just like this and deal with it. I have just spilled my guts on something that has been a problem to me for an embarrasibgly long time. If anybody out there can tell me if this is normal or not I would appreciate it more than you can imagine. Thanx

Colin