I feel that way too but somehow I have to gather my strength and press forward. It isn't easy, what else can we do, we have to make the best of what we can. We are not alone. We can get comfort from this, there are people here that will listen and can understand excatly how we feel. When, we are alone and have no one to talk to, we can come here (tell what is on our mind, whatever is bothering us) and not feel so alone. There are people who really do care. Hope you feel better soon.

p.s. know happy days will come your way