Oh wow, only lately have I realized I have a state which I can't figure the emotion, if it has one. I'm a complete MESS of emotions, not knowing what end is up- one part feels sad the other happy, what to do. When I have two emotions at one time I can't remember much of whats going on, little climpes I think but not a whole. Maybe two parts are fighting-I get that a lot!
hmmm, I wonder why I'm so different than all of you then? It's the emotions That make things hard. I don't know up from down.
I'll go ranting on about how sad I am just as I'm all tearful, another feeling come over me and I wonder what all the fuss was. I feel the tears on my face but don't feel that emotion, at all. I know I did rant on but poof I'm spared of that for a time.