(((((((((((((((((silversparrow)))))))))))))))))))

Therapy will certainly help you to start feeling better. I'm happy for you that your mum is going to let you go - it's a big step to ask anybody if you can start therapy.

Now, about telling about the self harm. Sounds like you're absolutely scared of what they will think if you told them about it. Many people share these worries - especially if they knew last time and then you started again.

Good Luck Sparrow.