((turqoisesea)))

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just don't know what to do anymore -.- I dont even want anything. Not to do anything. I just want everything to stop. everyone to go away. and me to just stop being. I don't even have anything I like to do anymore.

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i cant believe you really want everyone to go away or you wouldnt have posted here... i hope you find some kind and caring words to soothe the pain you feel..

it sounds like it's a good time to step back, breathe, let the weights and pressures fall away for an hour or a day or a minute... let the stress and strain leave you and look at your life and situation with the eyes of a caring friend for a minute... what would he or she tell you?

maybe you are boxing yourself into a corner in some way and not giving yourself breathing room ... we all need a safe private place whether it be physical or only in our minds...

when we have that peace within we can then be our own best friend... what is it you really want? how can you get it? does it require change? which is better for your longterm health, changing or staying the same?

wishing you peace and health