so i met this girl on Second Life and she and I hit it right off. She told me some deep stuff about her I told her some deep stuff about me. She is 26 and i am 19.
Lately i've been talking to her every night but i am getting the feeling that she doesnt want to talk anymore and I am a little tense around her because I so respect her so much and care about what she thinks. I feel naive/insecure because i am 19 and am afraid that she wont understand me. We havent been talking about deep stuff lately. It's like she has shut me out.
Tonight i gave her my number and i got the vibe from her that she felt uncomfortable about it because she signed off right after i gave it to her.
I feel stupid now for caring so much about a friend. She is just a friend but i feel hurt. Like i've done something wrong and i keep thinking to myself "Stupid...stupid....why did u care so much?"
I am beating myself up over it. -_-
What does everyone else think about this?
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