My husband and I were to go away to an all inclusive couples place for three days. We had a fight. He refuses to go, it cost over a grand. I started writing him a poem prior to this for a gift. I got the bubble bath the candles the whole nine yards. If he doesn't go I don't think I will be coming back. I am so fed up with him and all the other pressures in my life. I have no idea how to convince him to go with me. I obviously not good enough for him, he has kept secrets from me over and over again, but I go on with him. I love him and I want to go down just loving him. A gigantic wine glass with bubble bath, how could it get any better than that? Alone? Finishing up business. My daughter Coleen who passed away was born this month so it seems so fitting. My other children don[t need me not this way, what kind of of mother am I. I don't deserve anyone's love anymore. I am done.