Skeeweeaka,

Thanks for the support and encouragement, I know that I'm not the only one but in a sense I'm a little embarrassed that I allowed my heart to make the wrong choices.

I didn't want my H to think that there was someone else in my life so I stayed in the this relationship far too long. I should have called it quits in 2002. I've never felt better and it will be lots better when the divorce is final!