((((((((((((((((((((((( griffe ))))))))))))))))))))))))

I didn't see this last night, or I would have responded then...

I hope you made it through the night without SI, alcohol, etc. I know that for me, if I can just make it through the night, sometimes things look different in the morning. I also know how hard that is...every second feels like an eternity when we're having those urges. BUT YOU ARE WORTH IT, Griffe. So am I. And even if we can't believe that, there are people around us who believe that, and it IS possible that they're right and we're wrong (!).

Please hang in there....I know this feels really really bad....but everything changes eventually.