I'm sorry that I haven't really been here lately to participate or for support. My personal life is very stressful lately and I'm not coping well with things.

I also want to apologize for saying I was leaving when I read something that upset me. That's the 'fight or flight' response in me. It just kicks in so fast, very impulsive, I most often pick 'flight'. It's my way of self-preservation so I can't be hurt any further. Y'all probably don't believe anything I say anymore and I can understand that.

Anyway, just wanted to apologize and I'm going to try harder.