Griffe. Do you have somebody you can talk to about this? Like a T?

Dont say stuff like that you should have been killed a long time ago. Think about Kate. Think about us, how many times you have helped all us aswell.

Think about the future... if you feel that that the pain cant get any worse then you know it will get better in time. Do you not want to live to see that?

Everyone here has given great advice. Because I cant take your pain away, The only advice I can give you right now is to hang on, try your best to be kind to yourself and wait until those better times that are yet to come.

Thinking about you ((((((((((((griffe)))))))))))))))