Oh boy, do I EVER!!
(((((((((((Mandie))))))))))))))
It's times like that we grow a lot emotionally and spiritually, because after we emerge from the tough spot ... we're a different & changed person, and usually quite a lot happier for it.
But in the mean time, it's sure hard. My advice... pray. Meditate. Breathe. Seek out understanding community and friends.
The Higher Power (or God, Great Spirit etc) works through us and others to help us get to where we're wanted to be. Sometimes it's not too fun waiting, and sometimes it's hard because life is hard and you feel disconnected and picked on ... life is very seldom easy or fair it seems at times.

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Love ya lots.