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T called and left a message for me. My 6 y/o was having a birthday party from 2 - 4 so I had asked T to call before 2 or after 4 if he could. He called at 2:15, so I couldn't get the phone, but he left a message. It was a really strange message....I guess he wasn't in "T" mode on the weekend, and it was very boisterous and upbeat and....just kind of weird. Anyhow, he gave me a suggestion of something I could try instead of cutting, told me he'd help me with my boxing tomorrow (I hurt myself hitting a punching bag to vent my anger and T was a boxer in college), and said he wouldn't be available for the rest of the day, but that he wanted me to call and leave a message telling him if his suggestion about the cutting worked.

I guess I do feel better that he called. I mean, I really am glad he didn't ignore me. But I don't know - it was kind of strange hearing "weekend T" on the phone - he just didn't sound like him.

I'm still feeling pretty awful though. I guess maybe this is one of those times that I really wish T could wave a magic wand or something and make it all go away, but he just can't and I have to feel whatever I have to feel. That sure sucks.